I found a ring on my desk when I cleaned up my hoard today. It perfectly fits my ring finger, so I thought, why not keep it on? If I have to say the meaning of this ring, it's a reminder that I am not available, to anyone. Sami said it's okay to decide not to have a love relationship now but once it happens, no one can stop.
After going through so many relationships and breakups, I am lost again, not sure what love is. I used to think love was an impulsive feeling. It makes your heart beating fast and your mind losing control. I once believed love was a logic as well. You build a cost-and-benefit diagram or use some sort of analysis to know if you love the person. Maybe I know the love definition, but I cannot yet handle it. Heart beat comes fast and leaves fast. I tried to preserve it in a jar, but jar is made of glass, which can be easily broken once it is dropped on the ground. Critical thinking is a slow process, and many times my conclusion turned out negative.
So which way to start love is better? I guess I don't care anymore because I am not available, to anyone.
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