While most people are going home for Christmas, I am staying in my apartment, alone. It's not that I don't want to see my family and friends back in China, but due to my Visa restrictions and life schedule, I can't.
I thank many people for their concern and interest in my Hawaii trip. The trip was moderate. After I survived from food poison, trust me, anything amazing had become not so amazing. The only worthwhile was that I finally had a chance to meet Tyler again after our farewell in Seoul, Korea. He is a native Hawaiian who is very welcoming. He drove me around the Honolulu island and gave me a tour to some of the best beach spots along the shore. What can I ask for more from a friend like that!?
Ryan came to my apartment to have dinner with me tonight before he went home for Christmas. For some reason, he told me I should have a hobby. I do have some, but I guess he just never notices. I love blogging. Although I enjoy writing and sharing my stories so much, I reserve some in my privacy and decide what to post and what not to. I love hiking. My life pace has gone too fast that I need to slow down to take a look at the things around me, like moss and lava. Most importantly, I enjoy billiard, the second common between me and Ryan. Because of many reasons, he stopped playing, and I lost a good partner to play with. I didn't stop my hobby, but I need to find another person to challenge. Hmm, I sound disappointed in my boyfriend, don't I? I simply thought he knew what I like.
Ryan and I have reached a very calm point that most couples experience. I don't feel butterflies any more, and he seldom laughs. He says we are fine in our relationship, but I think we are just bored of each other. We are TOO fine. Hopefully we would have fireworks again soon.
Merry Christmas! =)
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