It hurts when you feel your closest friends are alienating you after you start a love relationship. You feel alone without the support of your friends and wonder if the relationship is worth it losing your friends around you. Yes, he is almost four years younger than me, and yes, he was my closest friend's high school friend, and yes, we move faster than anybody could imagine. It is awkward when you think about it deeply, but is it wrong to seek love and to be loved? A close friend told me he didn't feel comfortable talking to a girl with a boyfriend and he didn't have time for me anymore because he needed more personal time to find his love of life. Why? It isn't the first day you starting to find your love, why would it be now when I want to talk to you like before?
Fung seems like the only one being supportive. He asked me a question, "Since when a relationship becomes a matter of the universe?" Right, who cares if it is awkward for others, and right, who says girls have to be younger than guys in a relationship, and right, nothing matters as long as you two are happy together. It sounds so right to say it out loud, but I don't have my confidence anymore.
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