So all of a sudden, I am in a serious love relationship. He is a great man with crazy hair and untrimmed beard. We have similar thoughts on many things and both enjoy hiking and mother nature. Why do I like him? Sixth sense. I could be wrong or temporally having illusion of this man, but all these feelings are so unexpectedly strong. Why does he like me? We have things in common, and I am easy on the eyes. Well, I guess neither of us really understands how it happens. But, I know that I am the lucky one.
Many other things did make me hesitate. What if I had to leave Oklahoma after graduation in three months? What if we were both wrong about the relationship thing? What if people thought I wanted to set him up for the citizenship in the US? What if we broke up in a week and stopped talking to each other? I am afraid because I can't face all those problems alone. But well, a typical white guy's answer, "let's see what will happen then."
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