Confession

       I need to confess that I am a hot tempered person, but only when people can't meet my expectations on intelligence and effort insertion. I always believe someone who is not as smart may end up with a good fortune when he/she works really hard, and people who are not smart and not working hard receive the least of my respect.
       Many people have asked me why I always act so cranky in front of certain people. Is there any way to change my attitude? Do I have to set up fire in every minimum conversation? My answer is, lazy and retarded people upset me deeply. However, I also believe in things happen with reasons. God places the stinky ones in my life is because He knows me well. A hot tempered person who is barely capable of controlling her behaviors over the others who are totally not the same as her. It's a task, a training, a life time experience for me to learn myself better from people who are different from me. Of course I can't find a twin of me out in this world, as I am the only child in my family, and most importantly, nobody is exactly the same. I need to learn how to get along with those people. Even if I fail this learning, I should at least put up with it, and put away my emotions while being professional.
        This blog entry was made because I started an oral fight with a colleague today. I feel bad for being angry at someone who is just not as smart/hard working as me. Hope my day will get better...