Awkward Moments

Life is full of adventures and unexpected changes. I appreciate my ups while downs are trying to make me feel miserable. When your ex is telling you to "get the fuck out of" his life or saying "you don't fucking care about me," do you think your emotions need to react physically and/or psychologically to what he says? Honestly, I wasn't paying too much attention. I did care if he was feeling okay and not doing anything silly, but it doesn't mean that I should feel miserable or terribly upset because of his curses.

Your existence seems like a torture to your ex. You guys bump into each other again at your mutual friend's party, pass by each other between classes on campus, etc. He is upset seeing you again, and he even tells you so. But what can you do? Committing suicide could be one of the solutions, or maybe moving to another city instantly although you are almost done with your bachelor degree. NO! I am not gonna do that, and neither should I. I really hope my life to be peaceful and colorful. I don't have preference when I make friends, but if people are too scary, I do escape from them.